Saturday, December 27, 2008

So, I got really cool stuff for Christmas. I was really excited to see what I got and I was not disappointed. Here's the list:

- An Abbott and Costello "Who On First?" Pocket Watch, with a booklet with the entire skit.

- Three Guitar Stands

- A Guitar Tuner

- Headphones

- A Pair of Shoes

- Rise Against - "Appeal To Reason"

- The Dark Knight DVD

- Tropic Thunder DVD

- Hellboy II: The Golden Army DVD

- Up In Smoke/Still Smoking DVD combo

- Burnout Paradise for Xbox 360

- Castlevania: Order of Ecclesia for Nintendo DS

I love everything. The games are extremely fun, the movies are awesome, the new Rise Against is pretty awesome (will post a reveiw in my blog soon) and the guitar stands are handy. I really needed the tuner badly.
I was more excited about what I got my mom. I got her a pair of earings and she loved them. I was excited to see her reaction.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Well, as a lot of you know, my only escape from this mundane world is to create one of my own. I mean, of course, is my writing. I haven't talked about very much in detail and would like to shed some light into my dark imagination. My primary writing project is my comic book stories.

My main one is a comic called Winter. It details the life of a teen with the ability to coat solid object with a think layer of ice and the ability to create ice-based weather with his emotion. He slowly turns from an average youth to a vengeful hero seeking something. He is not sure if it is justice... or revenge. His story line goes as follows.

Winter - The first part of the series which details Markus White/Winter gaining his abilities, losing his mother, and the sudden realization that his father and mother’s murder was actually foul play at the hands of his father’s former colleague turned insane psychopath in a robotic suit who goes by the name Skull.

Winter: Romance and Tragedy (tentative title) - Markus White deals with relationship troubles as he feels threatened by a hotshot Broadway rising star. The rising star soon reaches tragedy when a pyrotechnic misfires and horribly scars him for life, causing him to lose his job and his sanity. Also, a mysterious female causes more trouble by flirting with Markus and fighting with Winter with her heat-based powers.

Winter - World Without Rules - The island of Manhattan is taken over by an mysterious masked female hacker preaching anarchy over the whole United States. The whole city is evacuated and left empty with the exception of the military, Winter and the masked hacker, leaving the city to be their playground as they fight a game without any rules.

Another series I am working on is the one I wrote the most on. Here it’s synopsis.

The Big Ten - five young teenagers with incredible powers run from a evil corporation known as the Masters Corporation with the aid of a old, discredited scientist who was apart of their creation and their five counter parts.

The Big Ten: Three Years Later - The five young adults reunite, learn more about their past and decide to bring down the Masters Corp once and for all, and this time they will have a little help from a rival corporation.

Allister’s Guardians - The former member of the Big Ten project deal with their new life, which includes a secret organization known as the Agency who purpose is to ensure the safety of the nation, personal relationships among it’s member and escape of Jonathan Masters, the former CEO and founder of the now defunct Masters Corp.

Allister’s Guardians: No World for Tomorrow - In the wake of Allister’s murder, the group overcomes tragedy, lost love, and the presence of new enemies and old enemies alike as Jonathan Masters surfaces with a new project.

Allister’s Guardians: The Underground Race - In order to catch a villainous extortionist, several members of the team enter a underground race for a cash prize and a surprise trophy that makes this race all the more deadlier.

Allister’s Guardians: The Birth of Antichrist/Messiah (tentative title) - A women pregnant with a child that holds a powerful gift becomes the target of both the good and the evil as the members of the Guardians must protect her from all evils in the world.

So that’s a fraction of what I am working on. I’d show you some of my work, but A) They are either not written yet or still in editing and B) all my files are on the hardrive of a broken computer. I’m still trying to get it fixed.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Love Life

I feel like I've lost all interest in seeking a love life. I don't know why, but it seems to be that way.

I don't that interest in connecting with someone. At least not like I used to. I feel so uninterested in the opposite sex, but this doesn't mean I'm interested in the same sex. I have no feeling towards any form of sex. It's almost like I don't care about love or lust.

I guess saying I don't care about love is too extreme, but thats the way I feel. Lust is definitely in that category, though. I'm still a virgin and I don't seem as adament about losing as I did when I was in high school. Like I said earlier, I just don't care.

I guess leaving high school behind might have been the catalyst. High school is nothing but a melting pot of pressure. People are always judging you, making fun of you and whatever they want because the corld is at their finder tips. They are invincible.

Then we graduate and our morality shows. The world that was at our finger tips is now in front of us and moving off into the distance and it's up to us to play catch up. Maybe I just don't care about playing catch up.

The pressure to show I have some worth in this world is gone and I don't have any motivation to spark a love life with no meaning. I want a meaning for love. I haven't found it yet and it is starting to get monotonus.

I'm not sick of it at all, though. I just don't care.

I just want someone to need me. To expect me to put a band-aid on their wound everytime the world is unfair. I want to be needed and I don't feel it. Not now, not never.

And I just don't care anymore.